happy belated birthday to me~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

to myself~

teehee~ THANK YOU for everyone who wishing me~

THANK YOU MUMMY~

thanks for the homemade cake~

every year i must eat ur cake~

I LOVE YOU MUM~

THANK YOU MR LIM~

thanks for coming and give me surprise.

you r the 1st person who wish me happy birthday on 27 oct.

enjoy whole day wif u ~

i really happy wif everythng tat u did to me~

i really love fei noob and fei po~ ( our new family members)

i really love those small cakesssss~

i love the card and the contract~

i love the watch~

i love everythng~

and of coz i love you~ haha

THANK YOU LAO POSSS~

thanks for the cake~

thanks for bracelet wif those words~

i like it~

laopossship forever~

THANK YOU EDM, CLOSE FREN and KAI~

jie, thank you for the cake~

thanks for cheating me wif Mr LIM~

i really tot u will bring ur gf~=.=

for GC and KAI thanks for coming out ~

although just yam cha for few hours~

but im happy wif it~

once again thanks for close fren~

thanks for coming to my house at last minute~

thankyou for the cake tat u bought~

and of coz chatime~

haha ~

1st time ur gf chat wif me~

im happy wif it~ haha

good present from her~

THANK YOU KDU GANG~

although tis year we dnt hangout together~

although no celebration together~

but im still happy wif the photo album~

i nearly cry out~ hehe~

specially for ling~

thanks for the coffee~

and the photo~

just dun kno why~ i like it very much~

haha~

CONCLUSION:

Thank you for everyone~

im happy~

Early 3rd monthsary present~

Thank you my dear~

tis is my 1st swarovski in my life~

and i really love it~

BUT

next time dun waste money d~

i will heartache~

and thanks for the card~

hehe

the reason of my tears drop is mainly becoz of it~

THANK YOU dear~

AND

HAPPY EARLY 3RD MONTHSARY
<3

一种感觉

3 首歌的歌词一直围绕着我~

- 我想哭但是哭不出来~

-忍住不哭，我要忍住不哭~

-“ＷＳＢＮＣＪＤＮ”

我并没有埋怨～

我并没有不满～

一切只是一种感觉～

而我不理解～

或许应该说暂时没能理解～

到底该要理解什么？

一路向左是我要的路～

但是我忽然离开了我原有的路～

偶尔我会觉得要些陌生～

以前看见的风景，在这里不会再有～

现在看见的风景，一切那里不曾有～

人果然是贪心的～

向往的～渴求的～

总比现实来的多～

但是从中我或许开始明白了～

当你要的多，付出就会更多～

可能是我扛不起的～

我很希望从中我可以得到完美～

但是应该没人可以如此吧～

你觉得你不像自己了～

我何尝不是？

从中如果改变可以换取到达目的地的车票～

我愿意～

我愿意让原来的我沉睡～

以前的路，当我累了我可以找到很多车站让我停留～

现在的路，或许不再看见车站，

但是我知道目的地才是我要到达的。

所以我愿意～

或许有人会发觉我的不同~

或许有人会发现我变得陌生~

但我从心充心的抱歉~

我还是我~

只不过用了别的方式~

拜托你们一定要体谅我~

请谅解～

爱你们～

无论是已故的爷爷还是任何人～

这一刻，这一秒～

我只能说～

我超想你们。